Thursday, January 9, 2020

2020



新的一年,新的视野,新的愿望。
还留着的人,很谢谢你还在。
已经失去的人,也谢谢你曾经出现。

虽然已经迟了9天写新一年的感受,还是想记录一下,随便写写什么都好。我只是想跳脱平时工作上被条条框框束缚的写法,看看自己还剩几斤两,看看我还能写出些什么。

新一年,什么新的目标,什么新的改变,我觉得把这些放到我身上来说,根本无从而谈。我还是老样子的我,没有改变。我觉得生活嘛,平凡就好,不需要大起大落,也不需要大喜大悲,无风无浪的一天已经是最大的喜事。所以去年的最后一天,我喝了一罐塞在冰箱里有一年了的啤酒,听着窗外的烟花声,继续写有点来不及的稿,醒来继续上班。假期啊,我大概已经丢失了很久。

唯一不同的是,我比往年更希望你好。不敢说我能体会你的伤痛,但我敢说我看着你一步一步走来,路没少坎坷。故事听起来总是精彩的,而我却希望你不要有太多的故事。在你能侃侃而谈的背后,究竟花了多少力气,才让你看起来好好的。在一个人的时候,在每个安静的深夜里,我有时会在想,我们究竟是得到的多,还是失去的更多,为什么开始和结束,会是同一件事情。

好了,才开始进入第九天,不想写太过悲伤的话。你要谨记着,你是怎么,走到这里的。

盛夏青春里,我感恩有你。
无论有没有一起并肩而行,我也想和你看最美的风景。

2020的我们,都要好好的。


Friday, April 12, 2019

Never Stop Being Different Please



People are afraid of what's different. 
They scare of the unpredictable and then they started hurt people who live differently. 
They expect everyone to look and act a certain way, that is a term for that, conformity.  
But the thing is, if you are taught to hide what makes you different, you end up feeling shame about who you are and what you want. 
And that is not okay.
You will never be happy when you trying to be someone you're not.
There's nothing wrong with being different. 


Saturday, March 9, 2019

TGIF that's been awhile



It's been awhile haven't got to enjoy TGIF
since all the friends that used to ask me to drink with are now far apart
I'm not a person who obsessed in drinking
but I have to admit that I kinda love the feeling

When you sitting in a bar
order an alcoholic drink and it feels good
It really help me get off from my mind for a moment
and throw myself in the conversation with the people around
It is good to actually talking and sharing things with all those people who I want to be with
It feels like the noise and the other people in the bar are all gone for a moment
and so with the tonnes of problem
What you have to do is just chill and enjoy the moment
looking at those faces and you know you are the blessed one
because there are someone who wants to spend their time with you
just like the way you do

Life sometimes is bored
A lot fun is out there
and I guess I just feel bored in having a life which is always on the rules
Gotta try something new and different before it is late
but of course I know where my limit is
It is good to know those people
who show me the other ways of living your life

Okay
It just me
who started to miss my drinking kaki




Monday, January 28, 2019

Be Alright



And my friend say
I know you love her but it's over mate
It doesn't matter
Put the phone away
It's never easy to walk away
Let her go
It'll be okay

It's gonna hurt for a bit of time
So bottoms up
Let's forget tonight
You'll find another and you'll be just fine
Let her go
It'll be alright

-- Dean Lewis, "Be Alright"

Keep looping in my earphone and head.
This song is amazing and brainwashing.

Wednesday, November 14, 2018

Friday, September 28, 2018

New Thingsss



Going to 2 movies tonight so yay!
While waiting for the showtime
just write some nonsense here

Since I switched to a new phone
I just realised some songs couldn't play in the phone.
Um maybe some technical problem I don't know
I deleted the whole song list that followed me through few phones.
Some I don't even listen to for years
Some with beautiful memories behind
But I think it's time for a whole new song list.

The new list comes with English song.
I wasn't that love English song
until I met some friends which are so into it
They kinda bring some changing in me.
Sometimes
changing might not be a bad thing.
It helps in finding the pieces of you that you don't even know it exists.

I started to learn filming.
I started to learn photographing.
I learned video editing.
I listened to pop songs? Edm?
That's is a weirdo for the old me but
I am changing.

And
can't wait for the next!


Saturday, September 22, 2018

Earper for now



I heard you rode the lightning
crash like thunder
You try to lift the world
is it any wonder
The weight upon your shoulder
pulled you under
Put your ear to the ground
Yes I'm homeward bound
I won't be long
Put your ear to the ground
far off in the distant
I'm running home to you

I'll wrap your broken bones
build you new wings
You'll fly up towards the sun
till your wings are burning
And when you fall again
I'll come running
Put your ear to the ground
Yes, I'm homeward bound
I won't be long
Put your ear to the ground
far off in the distant
I'm running home to you

I'll run
I'll run
I'll run home to you
I'll run
I'll run
I'll run home to you

-- Connie Lim, 'Run home to you'

To Agent Xavier Dolls.
When you call my name.

Godddd, save me.
I'm now damn into Wynonna Earp series.
Those background songs are nice by the way.


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