Saturday, January 30, 2016

友情纪念品



感性总喜欢在夜深的时候光临
是的  我又缅怀从前了

看着你写的字迹
是我曾熟悉的混乱
因时间久了而透到背页去
原来就这样过了好几年

你写的我还能相信吗
那些话还是你现在想对我说的吗
你大概也不记得你写过什么了
正如我也不记得我给你写过些什么

我们的身边已不是当初那些最重要的人
很多很多的人涌进我们的世界
再慢慢慢慢地被淘汰
最后我们无法回到相识时的侃侃而谈

我把你留在回忆里
多年后想起
只剩下你的字迹
当初不愿承认的
也许今天都能够坦然说出来
我们  没有为谁停留



那天我们在Jonker Walk 一位残疾人士挥毫的摊子上,你选了哪张书签还记得吗?
我选了“友谊”,到现在依旧没有后悔过。
不知道你还在不在但,
我会在。


——纪念一个星座的友情


Friday, January 29, 2016

不过是三个字



入夜。刮风。

睡不着觉
夜半爬起来把从前的日记翻一遍
想起光良有一首歌
歌词是这样唱着

我的日记写满的都是你的名

是的  我的日记里
一连几页是这样的
今晚在微弱街灯的陪伴下
我再多写了几页

不过三个字

眼却糊了
鼻头酸了
手颤抖了
我才甘愿爬回床上去

也许我不曾告诉过你
你有一个很美丽的名字


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Tuesday, January 19, 2016

Did you expect to see the blog here?



习惯性的按了你部落格的网址

Blog not found.

你突然要从我的生活里退出
多少也请给我一点时间

总有一天我会适应的


那个我埋怨的地方




我埋怨过这个人烟稀少的镇
向往那一栋栋辉煌的广场
我唾弃着黑乌乌的路边摊子
更喜欢空调高档的餐厅
我害怕吹着巨响口哨的风
呼唤层层的浪往家的方向涌去
我巴不得快点长大
拖着行李离开这输人的起点


现在长大了
看过辉煌的时代广场
去过要命的高档餐厅
呆过闷得头脑烧坏的城市
我真的离开了  (至少现在真的做了)


却总是想起蓝蓝的天清澈的海漂荡的船咸咸的风远方的岛旋转的灯塔延绵的海岸线
还有在沙滩上打赤脚的感觉
其实我就是名副其实连我自己也不怎么喜欢的渔村小孩
这个称号显得我很傻很天真很无知很乡下很好骗


但我去过的地方
都不及回家的风景漂亮
如果你路过
欢迎进来坐坐
听听这个无知天真的渔村小孩
吐槽那些琐碎的小事

Ku tinggal di sini semenjak setengah abad dahulu
Di sinilah aku lahir bersama laut dan bayu
Walaupun aku tidak pandai bertutur dalam bahasa Terengganu
Sejauh mana ku pergi sinilah tempat yang tetap akan ku rindu


Friday, January 15, 2016

Write for write



Hi it's me again
(This is your blog of course it's you ==)

I don't know what's wrong with me
and I don't know what stimulated me
until the idea of improving my English level
popped into my mind

I can feel that my English have improved much  little bit
if compared to the past me
How do you think on my English?
But don't ever try to tell me
I don't think I could afford "Awesome" as answer wahahhaha

Sometimes I would think that
whether the course I study right now suit me or not
This question will come into my mind after a fixed period
especially when difficulties look for me along the graduation way (I'm too friendly I guess)
The thought raised again
and you should know that something is bothering me recently
If the time go back once
will I make the same choice?

Well this is a stupid question I asked from foundation
There is no if
I am going to graduate soon
so let's just continue walk till the end without thinking much
Will you walk with me?

I admit this post
is kinda nutritious  alright alright is POINTLESS
I just simply write
so you just simply read lah
But promise me
do laugh loud after finish reading okay


For the reason I like your smile

See ya.


Sunday, January 3, 2016

Hello My 2016



First post in 2016
Start blogging using another language
Please do not be ashamed on my broken English
I will learn hard from now kay


It has step into the third day of new year
Yet I am doing the same thing
This is not asserting my will
But I still doing it
If not I am not going to graduate on time


Dream recently about what I am going to do after graduate
Study aboard?
Travel?
Publish books? ( really remain as a dream)
Work? (Boring lah)

There are only one thing I listed it in my must-do list
PAY MY PTPTN LOAN!!!
Gosh
I already creating debt before work
What kind of condition is this
LOL
Thanks for reading those nonsense things from me
Hope you could have a colourful year too


The best thing about last year was meeting you